Cancelled appointments with friends, operation, results ranking, missed classes, crazy teacher. What more?
Even the mad teacher whose first meeting me was last week could notice that I have pimples popping all over my face which didn't exist last week.
I feel so damn stressed and emotionally upset by all these. I already feel as if the examination dates are a stone's throw away. There's no time to waste.
I need to study. I need to complete all the notes for the classes I missed. I need good news, somebody tell me good news please, any at all!
I miss a handful of people very, very much now - LOL gang, Angelixie and not forgetting the sunshineboy. Sigh. I really miss them all, I really do.
Whenever I get upset it's always you I'm running to. Now all that I'm greeted with when I look around is nothing but blankness.
How long more before this facade collapses and leaves me stranded once again? I don't think I can last that long anymore.
; sometimes I wish it was still like before where I can run to you whenever I feel the way I do now.